Journey To Becoming A Game Dev (Noob Addition)

Today was really a hair pulling kind of day. I've been attempting to do a lot of things on my own and have been caught every time with misunderstanding how to run my codes. when I do my research I truly don't understand most of what I'm seeing, and its frustrating but I continue for there is not just 1 way to do things. So I keep going looking for an answer. What I’m trying to do is I'm trying to make my UI unique for in the future I'm gonna have to create a game on my own and I want to be able to understand the different ways to go about doing things instead of 1 set way. In this world I am the creator and I make what happens and that's precisely why I feel I'm frustrated for I don't even know how to do that… I feel like I'm not cut out to be in this position. But then again I cant say that. This is what I want for myself and I am not gonna stand in my way. I’ll be working on this I believe until I go bald or my eyes pop out for I feel I cant leave it for tomorrow. I also don’t want help from anyone for I may not have people to help me in the future. But I’m going back to it. But until next time…

Aloha !!